Thursday, August 1, 2013

You Are Never Alone With A Schizophrenic...

"You are never alone with a schizophrenic,"
Perhaps one is never bored with a schizophrenic, but ofttimes, one is quite alone - and very lonely.

Actually, the famous phrase quoted above is a misnomer; if it's constant and varied company you're looking for, hang with someone who has multiple personalities a.k.a. Dissociative Identity Disorder, like Sybil,  the woman of book and movie fame who shattered into 16 distinct personalities.

Since the gang-stalkers insist on keeping schizophrenia high on a target's list of undesirable attributes, it would behoove them to check out The American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders that is used by clinicians, mental healthcare providers and insurance companies as a diagnosis guide.

In FACT, it would be a good idea for all concerned - victims, supporters, non-participants and naysayers alike - to understand that schizophrenia:

1) Is a severe mental illness

2) Mental illnesses are generally attenuated by psychosis, which is loosely defined as "a loss of contact with reality", and

3) Personality Disorders, such as Psychopathy, Narcissisism, Borderline, Dissociation, are not, unless co-morbid, (have one or more disorders or diseases present simultaneously).

I cannot vouch for the mind-controlled-microwaved-brain set; in my humble opinion, Organized Gang-Stalking is HANDS-ON Hands-Off Murder, complete with human perpetrators whose Covert Ops result in criminal incidents that are readily discerned with the physical senses, and may be recorded, photographed, video-taped and/or otherwise duly noted to serve as validation and/or evidence to substantiate the target's claims lest anybody have any doubts.

But, if my 6.9-year gang-stalking experience is any indication of what other victims of this HATE CRIME have endured and continue to endure, I wager not even Steven King and a passel of Hollywood's best ghostwriters could think-up the God-awful things family, friends, neighbors, co-workers and community members do to innocent others once they are recruited, threatened or otherwise pressed into service for the People, by the people who are gang-stalkers - all in the name of Truth, Justice and the American Way.

Those of you who are lacking in knowledge or awareness of the manner in which Schizophrenia presents in individuals afflicted by the disease may want to note it's primary symptoms:

》Two different mental states in a short time span: Rushing thoughts, delusions and hallucinations; reclusive, withdrawn and apathetic in social interactions.

》Cognitive disorders: Confusion, forgetfulness, poor focus, the inability to abide by instructions (markedly similar to symptoms of depression or bipolar disorder).

》A true belief nothing is wrong with them. 

》Paranoia; exaggerated self-protection from the world around them.

》Vacant facial expressions, unusual eye movements and/or an inability to react or control involuntary movements of the tongue or mouth.

》Sleep disorder.

》Heightened awareness of sounds, smells and lights, apparent tremors or jerky movements of the limbs, and any odd gestures.

I, for one, have no problem admitting there is something wrong with me: I'm a hate crime victim targeted by 100+ known perpetrators (and who knows how many more who are unknown) sent my way by the Organized Gang-Stalking Network, Ruidoso NM Chapter, over the past 6.9 years - all because my ex-husband, Bill Schillings, impelled by an overblown sense of entitlement, acted on wholly erroneous subjective thoughts and feelings, to get my house and me gone.

The TRUTH is: A person who is a Gang-stalking victim is no crazier than a Prisoner of War (POW) who went Missing in Action, and after years of being held in isolated captivity, suddenly surfaces to tell his or her tale.

But, even if ALL the victims of Organized Gang-Stalking really are crazier than an entire nest of Shit-House Rats, IT DOES NOT MEAN WE ARE NOT BEING GANG-STALKED.

Moreover, SHAME on the gang-stalkers, and all who stand aside and do nothing, while innocent crazy people are terrorized and preyed upon unto death.

And they say I'M schizophrenic?

Really.

I was 53 years old when the gang-stalking became apparent. That's approximately 40 years past the clinically determined timeline of the onset of the illness - and I have no history of psychosis or violence.

Lo sentimos, pero no mal de la cabeza aqui.

Perhaps I'll be touched in the head when the sow's ear makes a silk purse, swine appreciate pearls and pigs fly...

....but rest assured, not a moment sooner!

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